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[Sep. 20th, 2005|10:46 am] |
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| | point/counterpoint streetlight manifesto | ] | Yeah so i havent updated in forever... and a day. its great to be back in RI. I didnt realize how much i missed everyone here. My roomie is awesome and we've got the coolest little room ever! Classes are actually going alright this semester although its going to be a long one. My diving class is alot of fun though, and marching band and concert band so i guess theres enough to keep my GPA up lol. Im so tired, im working in ballentine right now ive been here since nine. THe only thing that sucks about it is right now im wicked hungry and im not allowed to eat. :( oh well. then i get off at 11 30 meet james go to jamestown dive till 4 or 5 and take the longest bus ride of my life back to campus. Honestly jamestown is like 20 min away Maybe and the bus takes like an hour... its such a waste of life. OH well. lol its almost worth it for the looks you get when you walk onto the bus holding fins and wet suit boots all wet cause youve just climbed out of the water. Gah i think i might be getting sick. goddamit i dont wanna be sick. ive been so busy lately this is going to be such a long semester im busy everyday except thursday, and thats the day i have to catch up with everything else. inbetween work lab and band. gah. im cold, im not sure if its cold out or if its just me. i need to take a nap, this is going to be a long 4 hours of diving today. oh well im gonna try and get some work done during the next half an hour so ttyl folks. |
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| packing.. |
[Aug. 28th, 2005|12:41 am] |
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| | incubus of love richard o brien | ] | Hehe im supposed to be packing.. but i hate packing so im putting it off again... lol that might cause a problem for me seeing as i am leaving in a day Im so excited to go back but at the same time im gonna miss the people here. It seems as though the summer took such a long time to really get going July it was all family trips and while that was fun i didnt get much time for friends and when i was home they were away so then finally in Aug we started to hang out like normal. I didnt realize how much i missed my frined Jess. I missed all of my friends but me and jess just do wierd shit that the rest of my friends usually sit out on and we just started that up again. Were the kind of people who can talk forever and never say anything and thats just what we did that and driving around in her new mustang which was awesome as well driving with no destination with the roof down listening to classic rock and talking. we went to the motley crue show too that was fucking awesome. (yeah i know theyre old so what) Then wed we got wasted becaue thats just what we do. Jess was so drunk it was fun. Friday we went to go see Rocky Horror at the ampitheater always a good time!!!! And tomorrow were going to the Alice Cooper Cheap Trick concert. Hmm thinking about it i really need to pack im gonna be busy tomorrow. Anyway summers been all around fun (Melissa i cant believe those crabs died) but its time to go back now. I miss everyone at URI so much Cant wait to see you guys!
The only sanity worth having lies on the other side of madness -- stolen but so true... |
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| free day.. well almost |
[Aug. 8th, 2005|10:49 am] |
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| | soundtrack from Spamalot!!!! | ] | Yeah so ive been working like crazy all summer... oh well gotta do what ya gotta do, but its ok today i was suppose to hang out with kerri but she got called into work so i have a free day ... until about 5 when i have to go to work but whatever... I dropped off my tenor yesterday, this way itll be all shiny and fixed for band camp which i absolutley cant wait for. I havent really seen anyone over the summer except Ryan :) peoples schedules are so different its hard to get together. even with my friends from home ive seen them all but we can never get everyone together at the same time... :( Oh well... I cant wait to go back, cant wait for bandcamp!! Anyway hehe i got a new phone... its pretty, same number, but it didnt transfer my phonebook so now im sitting here trying to transfer 80 numbers... it kinda sucks.. i think i might go shopping today cause it doesnt look nice enough to go to the beach.. I have to call chelsea, need to see what were doing for the room,,, its going to be the coolest room EVER. lol Ok well back to working on the cell
Oh btw YOU (yes you) if youre bored gimme a call or im me or something |
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| rambling |
[Jul. 26th, 2005|12:16 pm] |
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| | scotty doesnt know eurotrip | ] | Hey all... wow it's been forever since i updated. oh well ive been busy as hell running up and down and everywhere in between. Yeah so my summer has been exactly as i usually come to expect it i get home and someone unseen somewhere yells go and the summer just starts full blast and i havent had a free day since. Most days you can find me down at work (yucky!!) i hate work but thats usually where i am other wise im hanging with the old gang running around causing trouble and being our stupid selves. which is always a good time. If for some reason i wasnt at work for more then about 8 hours then im prolly in new jersey or NYC. wow im rambling like woah anyway last week i took a cruise to mexico it was freakin awesome. The reefs in belieze were unbelievable. I wanna go back hehe. Then i spent the last two nights chillin with the old crew after work Kerri made me watch dirty dancing it was the first time id seen it. It wasnt as bad as i thought it would be but i still dont see why every girl thinks its the best movie ever... oh well the world may never know. Then yesterday i hung out with nicole dave melissa cassie and daryl it was fun we made bbq ribs at 11 o clock at night. whatever. then wed night i leave for colorado. Im kind of excited i have like 6 or 7 cousins out there ive never met before... Theyre all under the age of 10 (yipee cause i just love kids) but im excited none the less because ill get to see my aunt and uncles and my godfather again which always proves to be a good time. I cant wait for school to start again i miss everyone so much. But anyway i have to get off to work so ill talk to you all later. !!! |
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| happy 130 in the fucking morning.. |
[May. 31st, 2005|01:44 am] |
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| | music of the night | ] | OK so i know i havent really updated.. yeah ive thrown in a few lines or done a few stupid quizzes but thats about it.. so lately ive been running my ass around in circles trying to get things done and in the mean time catch up with all my friends from home and everyone back from URI... so pretty much the weekend was fun sat i met ryan in the city... it was alot of fun then sunday i got some work done then i went to the beach with kerri... we came back ate dinner and then she asked me to stay at her house because her parents were upstate and she doesnt like staying alone.. so i did and that proved to be a good time we sat in the hot tub until it started to lightening storm right above us got out i found out that kerri owned the book i had been trying to find for the longest time now, so i started reading we ate cheese fries kerri as well picked up a book and we stopped reading when kerri looked outside and then was shocked when she realized it was light out.. it was acctually 530 in the morning so we put our books down and went to bed.. .wow that last paragraph made me feel kinda dorky lol oh well and then today i got alot of work done and then hung out with jess and melissa im so proud of my jess, lol, she got drunk for the first time yesterday night, lol which i suppose isnt somehting i should be proud of. Anyway while talking to jess i realized something..
we were driving to the beach cause thats what we do on long island we go to the beach and she pointed down a side street and said thats where ben used to live and i gave her a wierd look last i knew that ben lived at home in shirley a few blocks away from the house i grew up in. so she went on to explain how ben had moved out of his house and in with his bf and that they then moved to florida, which was all news to me and thats when i realized how many people you never see again whom you become friends with and then thats it and you dont realize it, how many friends you lose touch with. alot of friends from high school of coarse i havent talked to since graduation but besides that it just made me think of people who are graduating both high school and from uri this year and it made me sit and wonder how many of them i would meet again with the exception of maybe adding their names to my friend list on face book .. but yeah besides graduating people also people who went away to school and dont come home for break people who transfer school or whatever other reason oh well that thought just crossed my mind a little while ago and i felt like writing it down so there.. not that you all read my ranting anyway
so now tonight should have ended hours ago when i laid down adn turned on a movie, put up an away and set my cell phone down.. but it was still on, its a habit i have to leave my cell phone on all night because of things and calls that i have missed having it off... so anyway my friend calls me at 130 and my first thought wtf? cause seriously but no unfortunatly i find myself now wishing she only called to say hi and that she couldnt sleep or whatnot but that wasnt the case she called to tell me someone i know is in the hospital.. not exactly what i expected i believe the final agreement was that he would be ok but it still brought up cause for worry
Anyway now that i have ranted on and on about everything and nothing im going to try and go to bed. goodnight |
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| Back in NY |
[May. 26th, 2005|01:47 pm] |
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| | barroom hero dropkick murphys | ] | Yeah so im back in NY missing everyone... its sad i think in about a week ill be so ready to go back to school which is sad because i was so ready to come home.. so grades didnt go as well as i had hoped stupid enviornmental marine physiology... anyway no worries right.. theres always next semester... although the way things seem things are going to be kind of different next semester .. new major.. alot of people arnt coming back to URI.. which really really sucks.. but anyway right now im sitting around long island with nothing to do so i know boring quizzes!!!
hehe im wood thats weird...
Gee who saw that one coming...???
ok im done i cant take these stupid quizzes anymore... lol ttyl |
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| home.. |
[May. 23rd, 2005|08:02 pm] |
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| | 45 shinedown | ] | Hey everyone.. im back in NY finally.. except now i feel kinda strange like i should be in RI.. i dunno i havent gotten to see my friends here yet becaue i didnt realize how much stuff i owned between the stuff i had in school and all the crap in my room ... so ive been cleaning and unpacking all day... whatever i suppose its all good.. Ill see jess and them tomorrow hopefully i may call kerri and melissa tonight it depends how much of this i get done... im exhausted ... i dont know why i slept for 8 hours last night (it was amazing) lol i cant remember the last time i did that ... Im gonna miss everyone so much this summer i think i just came to grips with the fact that im not in RI anymore.. like i knew i was leaving but i dont think it registered until now.. oh well ...
Things have changed at home too.. my parents have been uptight and cranky the last two days god only knows why now... oh well ... on the plus side me and my brothers seem to be getting along really well .. (for me and my brothers) lol i might acctually go see a movie with john and some other people later.. well see.. on the topics of movies i got stuck taking my little cousins this weekend so ill be going to see madagascar with shannon and samantha if anyone wants to join me and save my sanity let me know.. oh well it shouldnt be that bad.
Anyway like i said i have alot to do so im going to get back to that now.. Talk to you all later |
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| back to normal |
[May. 14th, 2005|12:19 am] |
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| | New York State of Mind | ] | Hey everyone.. i havent updated in god knows how long so i decided to ... im sitting in bed im not tired but i should be sleeping.. i have a psych final tomorrow .. that im not suppose to have to take.. stupid TA...cant grade tests grrrrr... anyway so i should be studying or sleeping but im not to bad.
Im acctually in a really good mood right now.. for the first time in forever a bunch of my friends came over and just hung out like old times.. it made me realize how much little things like taht mean because we've all been through so much that i wasnt sure how it would all end.. and chelsea was right i think we are all better friends for it.. I love my friends here so much tonight was awesome and all we did was hang out.. i dont know if that made any sense.. i guess i didnt realize how much ive missed having my friends during the last few weeks and now i remember how well we all get along and how much fun we have..
Anyway seeing as i havent written in a while im just going to guess that everyone knows pretty much whats been going on.. lets just say that lifes been changing.. thats all im going to say because i dont wanna get into it but im so glad most things are back to normal..
Blah i hate finals the calc final today kicked my ass royally.. stupid teacher.. she wont accept half of my answers because i acctually know how to do calc.. geez.. lol the one class i acctually know what im talking about
anyway i really should be sleeping.. i havent been doing alot of that recently.. cant wait till the party tomorrow gonna be lots of fun!!
Talk to you all soon |
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| woah... |
[May. 2nd, 2005|12:19 pm] |
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WOAH .. i havent updated in forever.. oh well i guess ive been busy.. and stressed and now its just getting to the point where im worn down beyond belief. Good news andrea might be moving back to NY .. and her and jess are going to come visit me during finals!! YEAH FRIENDS.. bad news ive just started to realize how much i miss my friends. All the kids from home. yeah ive missed them the whole time but recently ive just wanted to go home. My mom and grandparents came up yesterday it was fun but i wish they could have stayed longer. they came to see the concert band play.. we were excellent.. then i had dinner with chelseas family .. it was fun. I love meeting peoples families when they come up. THen i went and watched the new family guy it was AWESOME!!!!!! yeah so anyway.. this week is prolly going to be just as long and stressful as the last if not more... so im going to go back to work.... ttyl |
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| blah |
[Apr. 12th, 2005|04:00 pm] |
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| | tiny dancer | ] | yeah so i havent updated in a while... mostly because ive been to busy so much work in the past two weeks and im not even done i just am taking a break for a while cause i need one.
Ive been really confused lately about so many things like usually when i say im confused its about one maybe two things.. nope just about everything has felt the need to confuse the hell out of me.. and i should be asleep right now but thats another thing.. between all the work ive had to do i havent had more then 2 hrs a night for the last 3 nights.. its starting to catch up on me.. and when i do get a spare 5 min i cant sleep i dont know why i think ive just had to much on my mind.. i dunno anyway
on a positive note last weekend was fun... Friday night was freaking awesome campfire in the woods yeah!! then sat night party at andy carls and shoes first party ive ever been to where the cops came and the party kept going. There was a live band and then some guy showed up with his like 14 year old little brother so they told him to leave cause thats just not cool and then he got mad.. scuffle on front yard.. cops... but seeing as everyone was in the basement party went on listened to an awesome band then everyone got their drink on... cept me ... definitly the sober one driving home this time... had a icing fight with ryan which would have worked better for me if when i turned to run there wasnt people blocking my escape.. lets just say i came out worse then he did.. then they bobbed for apples.. it was fun. until we started to head back and lauren rode my bumper the whole way back because i was only going 10 over hte speedlimit in a car that wasnt mine with 4 drunk minors in the car ... where there was 2 open bottles of liqour in the car.. on roads that ive never driven on... hmm yeah the last thing i wanted was to get pulled over. But then we got back to campus and i dropped everyone off mike puked.. and then me and ray parked the car.. i walked ray back and some stupid drunked frat boys annoyed us on the quad oh and i almost forgot the stupid security guard who yelled at me for putting my car outside fayerweather with the flashers on so i could walk mike back up to his room.. goddam stupid fucking ass hole ... anyway then i went to sleep and didnt sleep well cause someone was a little to loud.. cough cough steffy cough cough .. lol anyway then i spent the next few days locked in my room doing hw.. but it could have been worse.
Yesterday we finished our KKpsi service project and in the process broke the trunk of eric's car... yeah which then gauged the skin off daves knuckle and came slamming down on my head.. yeah fun and then we had our social and watched boondock saints.. it was fun.. the most fun i can honestly say ive had in a while..
so yeah now im going to study a little for kkpsi final and prolly fail anyway oh well ... cya all later..
But oh how it feels so real Lying here with no one near Only you and you can hear me When I say softly, slowly
Hold me closer tiny dancer Count the headlights on the highway Lay me down in sheets of linen you had a busy day today
Blue jean baby, L.A. lady, seamstress for the band Pretty eyed, pirate smile, you'll marry a music man Ballerina, you must have seen her dancing in the sand And now she's in me, always with me, tiny dancer in my hand
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Cause I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby Yeah I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby I listen to Iron Maiden baby Oh Yeah
Man I feel like mold It's prom night And I am lonely Lo and behold She's walking over to me This must be fake My lip starts to shake How does she know who I am And why does she give a damn about me
She said I got two tickets to Iron Maiden baby Come with me Friday don't say maybe, I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby Like you |
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